Rochelle

i changed

2008-05-18T09:43:00.008+08:00

This is little Dino. Isn't he cute? I found him standing there posing at Funan the IT Mall. He's a darling. Ha! We've all gone back to the dinosaur era! Woohoo!

Haha. This picture is so cool. It says, "Girls. NO HOMEWORK." I so lurve this!

This is another great picture I took. I made it while taking my little niece out for a walk at the park. While she was playing, I made this! Yup. I have a niece and she's little Rui En. Haha. We all call her En En. Show you her picture some other day. But why don't I show you a video of her?

Yup! That's little Rui En for you!

Hi all! I've changed my blog url. So if you visited http://www.roc-myblog.blogspot.com you should have seen a 'please relink' template. Yup. Now my url is http://www.mylifeis-wadeva.blogspot.com . I've copied only 7 of my posts from my previous blog and pasted them here. Mind you, only 7. So sorry Qi Jun, if you thought of visiting my blog again to get back NP memories. Haha. Dun worry. I will be posting more. Just wanted to show you guys some interesting pictures I got yesterday plus a video on dear little Rui En! Enjoy!

Hate YOU

2008-05-18T09:41:00.001+08:00

You never know how I feel.. You never care.. You only think about how to make every of our lives fair.. But let me tell you.. What you did wasn't fair for me.
You suspected almost everything.. All of you.. You thought it was a fake.. well, it's not.. You gave me that kind of suspicious look.. Do you know that I feel hurt and sad deep inside? No, you don't.. Cause you only think about making every of our lives here 'fair'..
You think it's fun to not join in? Maybe you do.. Maybe you should try and feel it for yourself.. You thought my mind was thinking, 'slack!'? No. You don't know me well enough.. So don't act as though you do.. You never care.. Of course.. Sweet 16's don't..
Maybe you have never experienced what's it like to have a leg cramp? What's it like to not be able to move your leg? How do you feel sitting there alone watching others do what you can't do? Miserable.. Of course it is.. But would people like you care? NO. You don't...
What does it feel like to have someone force you to exercise when you can't and don't want to as you have a leg cramp? How does it feel when you actually swallowed plastic and as a result, feeling nauseous but everyone gives you that suspicious look..? How do you feel? How...? Terrible.. I forgot.. You people don't care.. You people never care...
You think I was enjoying myself watching everyone do what I wanted to do badly? You thought I purposely did what I did? WRONG! You don't know me well enough.. Sweet 16's never do... You never... Never... You think it is fun to not be able to do what you want almost every week? WRONG! Sweet 16's don't understand how a pure 13 year old feels... You never do...
Only pure 13's know... What's it like to not be able to do what you really want to do. What do I want? What do I really want? Do sweet 16's know what we, 13 year old girls, want? NO. You don't... You don't... And you never will... Never... Ever...

Thanks

2008-05-18T09:40:00.002+08:00

I hate my life! Why can't I be the only child in my family?! Why can't I just lead a peaceful life without them disrupting it?! Why?! Why can't I be smarter?! I wanna know why! Why do I have an irritating elder brother and a freak for a younger sister?! I hate them! I hate them! They are a big NO in my life. They destroy my peace, my freedom, my everything! They are nothing but a nuisance!
Why do I have a freak for a younger sister who fails Mathematics and Science?! Yup, she fails them! It's embarrassing to be her elder sister. I hate her! And she thinks she is smart just by ganging up with my elder brother! She thinks she is smart when she actually fails Mathematics and Science! A few more marks and a big U will appear in her report book! And she still thinks she's smart?! A big NO will slap on your face I am telling you. She sucks!
Irritating boy for a brother! He thinks he's smart. I say NO. Every time I come home, I see him staring at his dumb lions and dragons. And he even plays with his dumb drum when I am revising. YES! He is 15 this year and he plays with a dumb drum. He calls his friends over without asking for permission and tells me he asked for permission. Bah! All in all, he sucks the same as that freak. And guess what, whenever I invite my friends over without asking for permission, he goes, "Oi! Ask mummy already or not!?" Stupid, irritating freak who thinks he's smart. Yeah right. Smarter than my sister only.
I wanna be the only child in the family. I hate my siblings. They are ruining my life. Who says that having siblings is a good thing? Who says they stand by you whatever come in your way? Who says they keep you company and comfort you when you are down? Who says that they help you if you have any problems in your studies? Who says they are your best friends? Who says they are the best to you? Who says they will stand up for you when you get bullied? Who says they will play or try their best to entertain you when you are bored? Who says they will feel happy for you when you get good results? Who says they dare to tell their friends, "I love my sister even though she got C6 for Geography. I will try my best to help her. Just you wait and see!" in a strong and firm tone, not afraid that it will embarrass themselves? Who says they are worried and are ready to run home straight away after school to see you when you are sick? Who says so?!
My siblings don't stand by me. They don't comfort me when I am down. They don't even know when I am feeling down. They don't even bother to help me. They don't even treat me well, let alone very well. They don't even know when I get bullied. They don't even care if I feel bored. They hate me for getting results better than theirs. They only care about not embarrassing themselves. They don't care if I am sick. They only care about themselves.
My friends stand by me. They do all sorts of nice things that my siblings do not. They are not as selfish as them. They put others before themselves. They are willing to help me when I get bad results. They are there to comfort me when I am down. They ask if I am alright when I am sick. Do my siblings do that? NO!
My friends are the only people that brighten up my life. Thank you squad mates for being there for me every single day especially Qi Jun, Li Tong, Lucia and Min Hui. Thanks for being there for me most of the times. Thanks..

Tops!

2008-05-18T09:40:00.001+08:00

omg! i got top in art! i can't believe it.
ooh. its visual arts. includes reflections that kind. not only drawing.
i also can't believe dat i was e only 1 who got 10/10 4 e reflection! omg! A1~! 94.7! eee~
faiths invited me over 2 her hse during e june hols.
she wanted a slumber but oh well.
ha. i gonna compete wif mei shuen in swimming. fun.
faiths comin' down 2. at least she had better, or else!
hha. its gonna b so fun! cant wait.
saw wt on my way home frm moelc 2day. scary.
but qistina was wif me so, yupp. i had a shield.
hha. jkjk. i sound so evil lyk dat... =)
i so hate _______. she's jus exactly lyk Amy.
n guess wad? she's on9. nope. not gonna tok 2 her.

mixed

2008-05-18T09:38:00.002+08:00

i m so relieved 2 find out frm shannen dat i do not nid to put twigs between my body and arms next time. cos i got eczema after i got in contact wif dose twigs. n i had algae on my arm 2. yeecks.
jus finished my elit. poem on s'pore. i lyk it a lot. but i still h8 elit. nevertheless. i suk @ elit. or rather, i think elit sux.
wont b goin' 4 np this week. i 'll b goin' 2 e sci centre if i din rmb wrongly. on fri and sat. omg lah. melissa whack my arm on fri activity v hard lah. she anticipated my move to throw e ball in2 e hoop. i was takin' aim but she tot i throwin' then she whack me. walao. pain leh. wan to whack dun whack when i takin' aim lah. v pain u noe.
hha. my arm's still ichin' frm e rash i got since last fri durin np. lol. i got e rash and eczema after puttin' e twigs between my body and arms. now v ichy n painful. gawd. i nvr wan 2 touch twigs again. argh!
lol. v busy today cos i practically did nth ytd. all i did was jus sleep n sleep n more sleep. =) i luv sleepin'. i hv been lyk short of sleep since my 1st day in this school. so i m v sad. boo hoo. cry wif me. lol.
hha. watched my fav. show on youtube jus now. hmm.. i hv a lot of fav. shows so u 'll hv 2 think which one. hha. there 'll b another of my fav. show on tv later. i m so gonna watch it. i m so not gonna miss it.
i think i m crazy bout tv. hah. but dun u c? tv is life! tv gives us entertainment n brings us 2 another part of e world. tv brings us 2 places and gives us thrills. if it's a mystery show, u get to feel e tension of suspense frm it. hha. tv really is life to me!

hate it today

2008-05-18T09:38:00.001+08:00

omg. i so hate today's drills. v sux. pt ok though.
but i scalded my palms while doing push-ups and had eczema on elbows.
gah.
my whole skin jus craked larhs.
v painful leh.
den after drills, i tink i sprained my ankle.
but dis time is left.
last time i fell down e stairs was right.
sux.
omg larhs.
venetia so poor thing.
hha.
she had eczema on her lips n after np dere was lyk a lot of blood on her lips.
u shld hv seen it man.
v scary.
argh.
saw 胡老师 while waitin' 4 my dad jus now.
she's my form teacher n she is real nice.
i lyk her a lot.
she was lyk askin me "为什么你那么累?"
den i tell her i waitin 4 my dad 2 pick me up n she was lyk, be careful arh.
den she touch my face.
my face leh.
walao.
v freaky larhs.
haix.
tot i lost my hp.
but it slipped out of my pocket in me dad's car so, yyup.
i found it.
woots.
three cheers.

Ate 'er

2008-05-18T09:37:00.001+08:00

i so hate 'er larhx. sheesh so bossy. calls me a party pooper. she is one herself. she a party sucker. wadever party she goes 2, e whole party 'll suck n she 'll suck more.
qj, min hui, psycho (dats li tong. she calls me psycho n i do e same) n i were havin' recess 2gether when dat bossy freak came. n guess wad. she sat down @ our table w/o askin' 4 permisson 2.
n dat bossy freak made me photocopy e notes. i mean hello? i was e 1 who took e notes. not her. i smsed her so many times so din even reply. n she wanted me 2 photocopy all e notes. it was 889 pgs total after photocopied ok?
i had 2 carry all dat n e first thing she said when she saw me was, hey, can i hav my paper? listen. she said can i hav my paper. she din even help me carry ok? she din take e notes, din help me photocopy n din help me carry. instead she asked if she could hav her paper! n tell u wad. she tried to pull out her paper frm e whole stack of 889 papers. selfish.
i hate her so much. let's ignore her 4 now cos 2day's a special day. yyup. its labour day. n lucia's b'day. happy birthday lucia. XD. hope u lyk e present i gave u. XD.
btw. i tell u who e bossy freak is. i wont hesitate 2 say her name. i wont even care if she reads it. she is AMY. get e name? AMY. still dun get it? i say 3 more times. AMY. AMY. AMY. u shld get it by now. if u dun, i say 5 more times. AMY. AMY. AMY. AMY. AMY.
"i hav a gentle mother who nids gentle persuasion." yaya. crap. so amy. u tryin 2 say my mum not gentle cos she let me go 4 e overseas trip when i told her 'bout it right? u oso tryin' 2 say my mum doesn't care 'bout my safety cos she agreed instantly right? yaya. thx 4 ur 'support'. wad kinda crap is tis. lemme tell u. she agreed cos i noe how 2 take care of myself. n cos my dad was in npcc so he tot me all e tips 2 b safe in wadever i do.
yaya. i party pooper. u sayin qj is one 2 larhs? her mum oso let her go w/o much persuasion. u oso tryin to say her mum is not gentle n doesn't care 'bout her safety larhs? hhax. v funny. u tryin' to show off ur mum's gentleness n care 2wards u right? u tryin' to hint 2 e ma'ams n e squad dat ur mum v gentle n ours r not is it? hha. u r so wrong amy.

i luv e show

2008-05-18T09:36:00.000+08:00

hha. 2day is sat. but i wun say dat i m feelin' v carefree. well, mayb a lil.. after havin' my back adjusted ytd. now i feel taller. hha.
e excitin' part of my fav show was jus abt 2 start when e show ended abrubtly ytd night... sigh... it's v nice.. omg. he's v dumb larhx. wad he needs is jus in front of him, smack in his face he still dunno. wth is he doin... hha. dat's e funny part... yyup. he's dumb.
lol. dat dumb peep... it's jus a character in e show... e show's nice, cos he's dumb. but in reality, he's P and he's not dumb. he's actin' is v gd. hha. but not as gd as J i wud say. lol. not bcos they r of diff. gender larhx... fine, both r equally gd. dat is, including SC.
SC n J's character in e show v evil larhx. lyk i said, P's character in not evil. it's dumb. lol. J's not supposed to b evil lorhx... pure's e word for her... SC.. well.. not say v pure larhx.. i think he's more evil dan J. hha. den again, not bcos they r of diff. gender.. hhaix..
e upcomin' episode's gonna b more excitin'. newbie R in e show is so gonna flare up... but dat means e show is comin' to n end.. awww... but dere's gonna b a new show comin' up soon. wonder wats it called.. hha.. who cares. i jus nid sth nice on e tv screen 2 kip me entertained..
i jus so hate e show playing in e evenin'.. it suks.. has been repeatin' itself 4 lyk 3-4 times alr.. lame.. n it suks. wats so nice bout e peep in e show.. he's weird... esp he's speech and talkin' manner.. yyup. it suks. suks.
i so cant wait 4 e next episode of e show where R's appearing.. J's gonna get it from SC n R.. hha.. wonder wat'll happen 2 R, J, SC n dumb P. hha.

elearning

2008-05-18T09:35:00.001+08:00

no german 2day. fun! haha. really fun! hahahaha. really really fun! lol. i am toking crap. i noe. =)
ytd, me, lucia n qj were on9. shannen oso. wad 'appened was v v v funnay. slyk me, lucia n qj were makin' fun of each others names. lucia was loocia n qj was jj. hha. qj called me sth but i 4got wad was it ler. den lucia was lyk, shannen, y u so quiet, or is it we 2 noisy. den shannen said she din noe wad we were tokin' bout. simple larhx. we were toking in el. hha. lol larhx.
so we change subj. but shannen still v quiet. we say hi, she din. den lucia tell shannen, say hi. shannen say hi larhx, but den v quiet again. hhax.
qj was saying dat all e ma'am live all over s'pore. 1 live in woodlands, 1 live in tampiness. den she ask shannen where she stay den shannen replied larhx. but i dun think i shld tell. =] but she contributed 2 e fact dat all e ma'ams live all over s'pore. hha.
den dunno y, we moved on to e.lit. yuk. i hate lit larhx. v stoopid. shannen oso dun lyk. hha. funnay. den she tell qj say can go internet look for e.lit essay ans. hha.
qj calls reachin' sch at 7 late. v late meh? shannen oso reaches sch at 7. so do i wad. only loocia - oops, lucia - reaches sch at 0645. v early. but e earliest i reached sch was 0630. shannen takes 1hr to reach sch leh.. even though she stay so far away. i stay in toa payoh oso nid abt more dan 1 hr leh... hha. scary sia. saw josephina the moment i stepped down from e bus dis morn.
aw man. i gotta quick do my lit essay. due tmr! gotta run! bye!
rmb. i will give you roc(HELL)e if u tryta bully mae!